And all that you will be.

You wanted to be the one 

who offered resilience,

Instead, I ended up comforting your distress 

in the worst day of my life.

You wanted 

to communicate openly,

Instead, I articulated every word 

of the end that you were deciding.

You wanted to be 

the strength and the force,

Instead, I held you when your inner child 

overflowed into his pain.

You tried to read my eyes

while I was feeling your broken, 

silent soul.

You begged me 

to fight for you

and I love you

I love you so much

that -with this love and tenderness 

that I used to open a door for you-

I let you now leave for good

while I bless your way out.

First, because I love you.

Second, because you weren’t in the end 

who you said you would be.